I am not very good at generating discussions, or rather things that makes people talk about it somehow. I believe that discussions a piece of art generates is the true measure of interest, positive or negative.
That the worse things to happen to the creative type might not being hated after all, but indifference.
Perhaps I am just a fundamentally mediocre person that everything I put out is while not disliked, but perhaps not worth mentioning.
Maybe this is the basic insecurity that drives artist to one extreme or another. Although I still can’t bring myself to say that this sort of influence is always bad. Sometimes you gotta pisses some people off in order to get your points across, but that’s just not how I operate.
I don’t know when I made the transition in my goal setting career that went from “Feeling good about myself” to just “feeling good”. I am pretty sure that had happened since I started using tumblr. lol…
Some updates: 2014JUL22
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